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Thursday, December 26th, 2002
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hey you guys, add me to the other livejournal, goldenbears82. That's my AOL IM too if u didn't know. Bye
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Today's event: hang out with mike and jon and jon's bro in the afternoon at the mall. slept for a while...then heart for christ and the carnival at Pleasure Island. Should have drink man...Damn...thought that I am going to see some people and guess didnt show up. oh well...whatever...pray for the freaking typhoon...hope it doesnt come at all...freaking bastard...gonna ruin the party. We might be up for it, but not our parents. you know...anyway it is 3AM and I am tired. So talk to you guys later then...
Nighty
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Don't you get sick and tired of some people like to put lame ass excuses to not go out. Come on please. I am smarter than that. Pisses me off. First off, it doesnt piss me off of saying no, I can't or something. You know, if you have other plans with other friends, that's cool with me. Second off, putting off lame ass excuses wastes my energy to call and eventually not even bother to call. So, from now on, forget to call that person. Don't ask name please.
Second off, I went to work today. It's alright, bored as hell. Geez. I finished like 80 pages of reading in like less than 6 hours intermittently. My mom let me go out and buy some food and walk around tumon, or else I will be dead by now. I don't know how I am going to stand the 6 hours of work on Saturday. Fudge. Pray for my soul. Gee.
Went to get my food. Saw irene who jumped up on me and knocked off my mom's dinner. I was like alright. I wasnt expecting that. Anyway, the food survived.
Alright, Gotta relaxed or I will be pissed the rest of the summer I am in Guam.
Later, dude
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| Subject: | Yawn! |
| Time: | 12:12 am. |
| Mood: |  calm. | | Music: | Valen Hsu - Tu Rang Xiang Ai Ni. |
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It is getting bad. I hate midterms, as a matter of fact. I didn't do well on the math midterm today, which didn't impress me at all. I guess I have to live with it, and it's God's wills for me to flunk. He always gives me trials, but I quit on trusting Him after these trials. That's not the way it supposed to work. I need to stay faithful either way. I really need to find something that I can do with the Lord in the campus. I still need to study for chem...starting tomorrow. I finished the hwk like about three hours ago, and I have an early class tomorrow....so I better go sleep soon. Later
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Wednesday, April 10th, 2002
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Well I finally looked around christians' websites, which I was supposed to do a long time ago. Anyway, I studied for math a little bit. I need to study the whole thing again basically tomorrow. By the way, I was calmer than earlier this afternoon obviously. Anyway, it saddens me to see other people having struggling with family issues. It makes me feel that I shouldn't take granted of a lot of things that I got right now. Some of you will probably like...what the heck is Anderson saying? But, anyway, that should be me. I am putting off a lot of stuff that I have been doing in high school for a lot of friends. I am scared of what other people might think of me, which is a problem for going into a public university and I know that coming since high school graduation. It's so easy to have Christians friends around you and support you. For me, it is like I am the only one around the circle who is hiding from revealing to other people that I am a Christian. That's really pathetic. If other people know that you are a Christian, then they stray away from you. They are not really your friend then, isn't it? I mean, I will never go back to the principles of Harvest Christian Academy. I will just look at what the Bible really says. Anyway, this is getting long and I am really making myself worse. So, I found this verse earlier, and I think it is a good encouragement to my situatation right now.
Ps. 31:24 - Be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart, all ye that hope in the Lord.
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| Subject: | Not happy |
| Time: | 1:06 pm. |
| Mood: | pissed. | | Music: | Daniel Chan - Liu Xing Sen Ling Yu. |
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I shouldnt be posting right now when I am mad, but I am going to do that anyway. I am REALLY pissed about how I did on my stats midterm. Just because some of the smartass got a 100% on the last midterm, the professor made it way harder than I thought it would. I better go to chem lab right now...so I have to go...say some more later.
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Hahaha...I am laughing at my freaking ex-roommate playing his guitar and singing right now. I am like oh my god! what the hell are you singing? It's like bunch of jargons and shit. Gee. First of all, he can't sing. Second of all, it's not any understandable or harmonious music. Hell! Anyway, I need to study for my stats. I will start in couple of minutes. I have a midterm review session at 6 for math. Got so much to do in so little time. Anyway, I better go and screw this...I am putting my headphone on.
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why......man...i have a lot of stuff on my head right now....dating back from the beginning of the semester till now. I am glad it's April 7th already...which means that I have almost a month and a half to wait till this semester is over. I can't wait to go back to HOME. Don't get me wrong. I am not homesick or anything; I just miss my parents and friends. I know what I am going to do the first week I am there..lol...my birthday on the first day back, go back to my high school, attend its grad, and see one of my high school friends leaving to Hawaii. Man...I still have to wait for another three weeks or so until Airi is back. oh well. Anyway, I have plans to plan out already. lol.
Anyway, I still have to concentrate on the midterms I have on Tuesday and Thursday and next next Monday is my last midterm for this semester. woohoo! Alright...I have work to do. Soo no time to slack off. I gotta go. Talk to you later!
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alright...screwed the past couple days. today is probably the biggest. I took my ids 110 midterm, then I went to radioshack to buy a cell phone. woohoo! Anyway, I think I sent you people the numbers, but I don't think it was actually sent. If you did get it, that's great and tell me too. haha. stupid hotmail...anyway. so yeah just relaxing right now...I gotta do chem tomorrow and study for stats and start on my math hw. Sounds like a lot huh? I better go sleep early tonight. so yeah, I will talk to you guys later. Bye bye!
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I am losing my count of the days in LA soooo I will just begin here....
I woke up around 8 am, then I saw Ollie leaving the house and heading towards the airport, then I took a shower. We called a cab to pick us up to Vegabond Inn near USC. We arrived there around 10:40, and the owner was nice enough that lets us to check-in the room. Anyway, Hyon Sok and I hanged out with Jen and Mike most of the day. We got the Six Flags ticket for Saturday, then we went to Westside Pavillion to shop. I didn't really buy much...I got a book at Barnes and Nobles. so yeah...I am reading a book oooo...surprising....Anyway, we then went to the church service. It was pretty good despite the fact that it was 3 hours long for the Easter special. I actually felt pretty guilty during the whole service that I kept on putting off the opportunities that I should go to church. It is also pathetic on my part that I didn't find a church yet since the beginning of the year. Then, after that, we went back to the inn for a while before heading off to drop Jen back to her apartment.
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Woke up at around 7:45...took a shower. didn't get out of the house until like 9. Arthur drove for like 2 hours to Magic Mt. Summary of the day at Six Flag...I rode on the Viper, Riddler's Revenge, and the pathetic Ninja. I ate at Panda Express for lunch. That's it for the day...Nothing really special went on afterward. Oh...we ate the Grinder for dinner.
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Woke up at around 10am. Took a shower...getting ready to leave LA. We ate at Fatburger for lunch. it was pretty good. Then, we headed out to the airport at around 1:00pm. Basically did nothing worthy to mention after that. After I went back to Berkeley, I ate dinner and started working on my work that is due this week. Later!
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Thursday, March 28th, 2002
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yesterday....I didn't do much. we went to Warner Bros in the morning from 10 to almost 2:30. The bad part about this trip is that I didnt shower before I went to WB. Stupid Hyon Sok always is the slowest among others. Geez. He cant get any faster. Anyway, then we have to wait almost another hour to be picked up from WB back to the house. We stopped by a mall and grabbed something to eat first. Then, we basically did a little shopping. I bought a new Nike shoe and a belated bday card for my dad. That's it for this afternoon. Evening, Shaun, friend from UCB, picked me and Hyon Sok up and drove around. We went to Jerry's Famous Deli for dinner and bowling after dinner. It was fun for the fact that I havent bowl for almost 8 months. Then, Shuan drove us around Westwood. We took a stop at Hustler. haha. anyway, it is kinda gross that there are actually customers who ate and drank stuff at the Hustler's cafe. If you don't know what Hustler store is, you are pretty stupid. anyway...Then, we drove around and I got more cash for today...our final fulll day at LA. Our plan for today is to meet up Jen and Mike and Shaun and two other Berkeley friends, Maritza and Tati. Alrighty, that's it for now, later!
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Wednesday, March 27th, 2002
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Day 3:
I woke up at around 10am, then we left around 1:00pm. We went to Cheesecake Factory for lunch and hanged out at Towers Record. I bought a Staind poster there, and had dessert at Ben and Jerry's. We went back to the place and walked around toward the house untill 6:00pm. We then got picked up by Ollie's uncle and went to a nice French restaurant. After that, we walked around and stopped for like a minute or so in front of Hooters. WHERE Hyon Sok says, "Hooters have a lot of chicken wings there, and as a matter of fact, there is a store called Hot Wings right opposite to it." (*Think of it the nasty way, pure people). Then Jon drove us to a porno making place. haha...we didnt go in...we just stayed in a car. Sherman Oaks rocks. lol. just joking. that's it for Day 3
Day 4:
I woke up at 9:30am, then we left at around 1:00pm. We went down to Ventura Freeway and ate at In & Out. We then took a Metro Bus to the Metro Rail. We got off at Hollywood Blvd and shopped at Banana Republic and Gap. I bought a brown long sleeve collar shirt at Banana Republic for about $32. After that, we basically walked around Hollywood Blvd again and took the Metro Rail to Sunset Blvd. We then got pulled off by a fucking police officer for getting an expired ticket, WHICH WE DOESNT EVEN KNOW ABOUT. Thus, we got a ticket for the fault and have to go to court. The dumbass police officer said that we basically have to call them to get this thing taken care of b/c we are visitors which we dont know the law. Still, stupid fucking shit can just let us go. ZERO TOLERANCE MY ASS. geez. I hate going to court, and this is my first ticket ever in my life. FUCK! Then, we went to Ollie's uncle Jon place and went to USC to pick up Jen. We ate at a mexican restuarant and went to watch Blade II at Citywalk's IMAX. We dropped off Jen afterward and planned to meet up with her and Mike on Thursday. I basically forgot about the police officer thing after we hanged out with Jen. so yeah, that's it for today... I think we are going to hang out with Shaun on tomorrow so yeah...later!
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Yesterday wasn't as spectacular as the first day, but it's still cool. We "tried" to go to Kodak theatre again, but since the whole 9/11 thing, they blocked off almost two blocks away from the building. The closet we can get is a half block, where we got in by a heavy security check. Anyway, we then went to Santa Monica to watch the sunset, it is niceeee...I probably said that because I havent seen nice sunset in a while. lol. However, it is freaking windy though and shivering too. Overall, it's all good. Then, we walked down to Santa Monica Place, basically to hang out and stuff. Then, we went home. Email some people.... Anyway, Airi makes me jealous through her email, so I made her jealous back through my reply...haha... It was a good day like I said, and today we are planning to go Warner Bros Studio. Yeeha! I am gonna love that stuido hahah. Anyway, I better go...so say something more later...blue bow tie....=)
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alright...today I woke up at 7am...then I found out Yasmin, my next door's neighbor is going with me and hyon sok on the same plane too....so she basically drove us to oakland airport...which is cool...we got to the airport at like 8:30am...then our plane didnt leave until like at 10:50am....anyway, we got to LA at 12:00pm...then me, hyon sok, ollie, his uncle, his aunt, who is uncle's sister, and his aunt's boyfriend...drove us around LA...especially to CityWalk...which is cool...we ate lunch at there...it was so freaking windy...we cant even eat our food straight cuz we all are shivering...geez...anyway...then we walked around there...went to sam goody and some mall show...I love the Imax they got there...lol...
Alright, ollie's aunt and her bf went back to the place...then we went to the Kodak theatre...where the OSCAR 2002 IS GOING TO BE ON TOMORROW...WE ARE ACTUALLY THERE...I AM LIKE I CAN BRAG ABOUT THIS NOW...woohoo...I got a graphical evidence that I went there today...I will show some of you Berkeley people and probably Airi too when I got back....oh yeah, I will take some more pics for Airi tomorrow when i went there again...FAMOUS PEOPLE......oooo...when the arrival thing...this is gonna be so cool...
then, we basically drop off mike...to usc...which I ddint mention earlier that he was with us too...anyway...then we went to a local restaurant near ollie's uncle place...so yeah then we went back home...
we just chilled, went online, played video game...and now here I am...who is still up at 1am lol...actually, I talked to Jen for about 30 min...which is cool...we are going to meet us somewhere on Tuesday night for Blade II...woohoo...anyway it is cool...hope everything works out...so yeah...alright I better go...later
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Today is funnn...I have fun today...despite the fact that I woke up at 8am. I stayed at the lab until 11am to finish makeup works basically. Anyway, then I go to chem class...and I basically didnt eat until I got to SF. Me and Yang went to SF at around 2:50...when we got there, we basically went to her parents' workplace. Her parents were SOOO coool....They showed me around, and I love the medicial facilities they have. okay i have to admit....I AM GOING TO MAJOR IN MCB....woohoo! I am excited...anyway, then we basically hanged out at the dimsum place and shanghai place. It was cool...we both got some leftovers...it's cool...anyway, she went back to her place and then I went back to downtown. I was supposed to go home, but I didn't...I basically walked around...I went to SF shopping center, walgreen to buy batteries, then metreon to the playstation place...I am still addicted to video game...I played the ncaa basketball game...gee that was easy...take me one minute into the game to get a hang of it...not trying to brag or anything...but it is REALLY easy....I was like leading into halfway through the 2nd half like 210 to 72...lol...that's why I am not going to buy that game if I have playstation 2....anyway...then I went back to Berkeley then went to Tina's place to give her back the CDs which she was dying for ...haha =)...(best way to describe it)...alright...no this thing for a week...so I am coming back on Friday...later...HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT SPRING BREAK...WHICH I WILL PROBABLY HAVE....LOS ANGELES HERE I COME...woohoo! later....
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alright...today...I finished class at 11:00...so I went with Yang back to her room....then we ate at the DC for lunch...then we went to the computer center at 2 for her computer's disconnection. anyway, I don't know what happened after that. I went to the housing office to drop off my contract, then I went to Towers Record to check out stuff. Guess what, I bought a new headphone, the kind that I REALLY want...and it cost only $5. I am like damn...I was like checking at Sony's website, and that costs like $25. gee.. anyway, I got a new headphone today woohoo... then I went to Walgreen's to buy some films since I am leaving Saturday. Basically did nothing after that until 8pm. I met up with Renee to do the ids project. She need to do the physics homework, so I basically did the proposal myself, which is cool to me, and I told her that. I spent like 4 and a half hour until I finally finished it. Now here I am...I am packing right now...so I will talk to you guys later. later!
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Thursday, March 21st, 2002
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ahh...today is going alright. I don't think I have any frustrations that come up to me so far, which is good, at least better than the other days. ANYWAY, I just finished my chem homework that is due Friday. I have to finish this today since I gotta work on my IDS 110 Project with my partner tomorrow night at the library. so yeah...anyway, so as I said before, I am going to leave here on Saturday, but since two of the three options are screwed. I am going to come back to here with Hyon Sok on Friday, which is cool with me since I have work to do anyway. alright, anyway, I better go sleep now...so later
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Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
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Alright, I am leaving on Saturday again. I and Hyon Sok are going to stay at our friend's uncle's place. We are so lucky that we don't have to pay for the hotel and stuff. But, our friend is going to go back to Santa Clara on Friday, which means that we also have to leave too. lol. So, right now we have three options: come back to Berkeley on Friday, stay at our other friend's aunt's house, or sleep in the hotel for two days. Geez. More money pls. anyway, okay that's today story. went to the library to study for a while, then to yang's place....then here I am. so tired...but hey, I still have to study for stats and gotta wake up by 7:30am tomorrow. oh well. Whatever it takes to make my nightmarish night continue. so yeah. I am tired...so later.
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Tuesday, March 19th, 2002
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| Subject: | Bu sY |
| Time: | 12:43 am. |
| Mood: |  busy. | | Music: | Jay Chow - Love Before the Century. |
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okay I better shut up about when I am going to LA during spring break. I am for sure that I am leaving sometimes next week for spring break, but I don't know definitely when. I can probably get some works done, especially IDS 110, before I leave. I need to start studying during spring break too since I have a midterm for that class right after spring break. Oh well, but anyway, so yeah, I am still working on my chem lab report right now. I just finished the pre-lab. so yeah, I think I am probably going to pull an all-nighter tonight or something cuz I have a lot of work to do with so little time. but anyway, yeah I will go back to work now and talk later. Bye!
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Storyline of today:
I woke up about 11:30am and didn't really eat until like around 12:30 to 1. ate crossiants for lunch...asked my neighbor to take care of them so it wont be BURNED cuz my phone rang in my room. so I went back to my room trying to pick the phone...it was Jenny so I have to call her back. anyway, long story, 10 minutes...I went back down to the kitchen...my neighbor FORGOT about my crossiants....so the bottom is all burned and stuff...dammit. never trust other people than yourself...lol...anyway, I ate them since I was freaking starving. so...after that. I basically studied for my stats quiz on wednesday until like 4:30...so I went to the library to study some more...finish stats and chem. slept for like 10 minutes in the library haha....then, I went to La Val for pizza...got a small hula pizza...it makes me full....
that's storyline #1...
storyline #2:
went to yang's place at around 8:15...I basically did math and stuided for math for a while...then we talked about random stuff with her roommates...then I went back home around 1:15am and here I am now...I think the following statements are pretty much relevant to what we have talked about tonight:
1. why do you not care when I start to like you?
2. we have nothing in common...we both realize that from the very beginning. And, the reason that I have liked you is because you are pretty and nice.
3. why would you care now after I have lost the interest in you?
4. working with my lab partner doesn't necessarily mean that I am trying to get over a person.
5. It's more painful when you try to break off the date by offering the ticket to another person and trying to keep that secret forever. I know that from the very beginning since the other person asked me.
6 and final words: It's all over now. Nothing can change back. The whimsical memories and painful feeling surely are still there. They can never be forgotten. However, what's done is done. Life has to move on. We just can't keep the matter on our hands forever without saying anything. The best we can do is still be friends together.
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